Friday, September 17, 2010
Switched to tumblr. Find me if you can.
Bye.
Tell me how to listen to my head, when it makes my heart break?
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Cheer up.
Well.
Easier uttered than done.
Don't ever mention these two words to me if you yourself don't know how to make me to.
**
No, i'm not ignoring you/turning to you only when i want or need to. I'm not the type of person you think i am. You just don't know what's been going on, so don't assume.
Assumptions hurt you.
But it'll hurt me more.
***
I don't know what this friendship means to you.
I don't know how genuine it is.
I don't know how sincere it is.
I don't know, i really don't.
And i doubt you know it too.
I can't walk away, cause i still love you.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Annoyingggggg.
Today's such an irritating dayyyy.
A lot of homeworkkkkk)):
Cheer practice became sleeping session.((((:
I feel lazy and dullllll DDDD:
Right now i'm feeling :l
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I can really use a wish right now.
You, i will never let you know, and i won't.
To the other you, stop worrying seriously. I'm not pushing you away okay.
Glogster is acting up.
Pissing me off.
But i'm happy today(:
Really am.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Mummy promised to buy me a new laptop if i get good results for END YEARS.
Well, that's kind of hard. Haha.
Looking at how i only have six weeks left.
BLEAH.
BIO GLOGSTER HOW TO DO.
Trigonometry for A MATHS is totally killing me. >: O
GAH
"Tak semua orang yang cantik, baik.
Tetapi semua orang yang baik, cantik."
Ustazah, you're right. And you left me wondering.
I've always enjoyed madrasah. Never failed to make me smile.(:
Nabi Muhammad, if you're still here, looking at our state, you would be disappointed.
***
I'm such an emotional girl, and i just don't know why. I feel too much, and it's bad, cause i end up hurting myself.
I hate saying out my thoughts.
I hate saying out my feelings.
Cause to me, these two things are somethings only you should know.
GAH.
I hold by this too much till sometimes i regret it.
It's just.. too hard.
Hold your breath;
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
No, I'm not denying, but i just don't want to admit.
No, I'm not weird, but i just happen to change the way i act around things.
No, I'm not distancing, but i'm just preventing myself from disappointment.
No, I'm not anti social, but i just can't be bothered.
No, I'm not quiet, but i'm just tired of talking.
I'm not sad anymore. I'm not hurt anymore. It just so happens i'm so immuned to all this mess, i can't feel anymore.
You've really changed, i don't know who you are. I don't like hanging out with you, not because i don't like you, or i just want to push you away, but you are a totally different person now. You don't need me anymore, do you? Don't worry, cause i am stepping back, and i really will.
I'm happy. Pretty cliche huh. But maybe it's cause i don't bother, and maybe, not bothering is the best way out.
******
I can't stand noise anymore, i really can't. I can't stand screamy people who are so angsty and get irritated so easily. I can't stand people who raise their voice at the simplest of things. I can't stand insensitivity too.
Simple words like 'i love you', or 'how do you do' are really the ones that would make my day.
And thanks for those who've been doing that.
Do you or do you not?
No, I'm not weird, but i just happen to change the way i act around things.
No, I'm not distancing, but i'm just preventing myself from disappointment.
No, I'm not anti social, but i just can't be bothered.
No, I'm not quiet, but i'm just tired of talking.
I'm not sad anymore. I'm not hurt anymore. It just so happens i'm so immuned to all this mess, i can't feel anymore.
You've really changed, i don't know who you are. I don't like hanging out with you, not because i don't like you, or i just want to push you away, but you are a totally different person now. You don't need me anymore, do you? Don't worry, cause i am stepping back, and i really will.
I'm happy. Pretty cliche huh. But maybe it's cause i don't bother, and maybe, not bothering is the best way out.
******
I can't stand noise anymore, i really can't. I can't stand screamy people who are so angsty and get irritated so easily. I can't stand people who raise their voice at the simplest of things. I can't stand insensitivity too.
Simple words like 'i love you', or 'how do you do' are really the ones that would make my day.
And thanks for those who've been doing that.
Do you or do you not?
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I hate the i-miss-you feeling.
It sucks especially when the person you miss doesn't even miss you back.
(Haha)
But really,
i can't help,
but
miss you,
more and more.
Wheeee, i love smiling and laughing.
I don't mind hurting my jaws as long as i get to laugh :D
I'M HAPPY
pretty cliche.
but
i
really
am
HAPPY.
Do i really love you?
Hmm, i don't know.
Footprints on the grass;
priceless reactions that make you laugh :D
and insanity that makes you smile(:
FITRIAHHH
Where are youuu?
I'm waiting for your debate speech to be in before i can do mineeeeeeeeeee