Friday, November 6, 2009
It's been long since i actually visited blogger. I was all over facebook till i forgot about blogger.
Sigh, these few days have been very shitty for me. I tend to get so emotional, and i get so irritated easily that i just vent my anger on those who have been there for me all this while. There are so many things bugging my mind right now, and i feel like pouring it out to someone, JUST someone. But, it always gives me the conscience that whenever i try to tell someone something, i am worried of what might happen. What he/she might be thinking about, what he/she will assume. Or maybe even judge. All of my little problems are all building up slowly in this heart of mine, and i still can't find the right someone, to tell it all to. Furthermore, whenever i give my trust to someone, i constantly get heartbroken, cause they just treat it like a trivial thing, and it's so easy of them to throw it away.
But, i feel fortunate that some new people are entering my life, and adding a tinge of colour to it, bit by bit. Thank you. Hai, i am still waiting for the emptiness in me, to be filled up.