It all faded away;
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Drama practice yesterday was, ra ra ooh la la :D Enjoyable, pleasurable(: Never once in my life had i looked forward to drama practices. I guess it's the atmosphere, the instructor(: Shan't reveal much about drama practice here.
March is going to be a frantic month for me, activity after activity. 2 weeks from now, it'll be CTs, the killa. So, is it supposed to be an alarm for me to start studying? Oh yea, i guess so.
A month and 6 days since school started. Various events have come and gone, situations in which i was able to overcome, and situations in which i totally gave up on, and just letting it slide past me without taking any action upon. I am not a superhuman. I am just an ordinary girl, with an equally small heart and capability. It's just a matter of whether i'm able to walk on it or not. At the same also, i've came across different personalities. Some of which i really like, and also some of which i totally despise. I know, different people, different personalities, but, i also have my own level of tolerance myself. Once you've stretched my tolerance till it's reached it's maximum, don't ever try to test my patience and mess with me even more. 'Cause once it snaps, i will never ever forgive you. I don't care about what you've said, and i won't abide by the principal of forgiving and forgetting. I've been doing that a hell lot of times, but if you're still the same old stubborn one, trust me, you'll never be able to gain my forgiveness back. Like my old nanny said, "Once a heart is scratched, it'll never be healed and it'll forever stay as a permanent mark."
To you, you've countlessly been hurting me, testing my patience. Doesn't mean i don't look as intimidating as you do, you can just easily step on my head, and throw rude and intolerable remarks to me. It clearly states what morals and values you hold inside you. You've made my eye sting, and i hate you because of that. I hate wasting my tears for a pile of shit like you. I hate you for making me not look forward to the rest of the day, and i hate you for making all the fun i had fade away. You really have to stop what you are doing, before you continue making a thousand of the others suffer the same thing as what you did to me. You can hurt me physically, and i still can forgive you because the scar will still be cured. However, once you've hurt my heart, the mark will stay there for the rest of my life.