Thursday, March 25, 2010
I.HAVE.BEEN.LIVING.IN.A.SHELL.
Infer from that.
Today has been quite a plot-less day. Not saying that my days are full of suspense and seem like a storybook but i just felt that there was nothing productive made out of today. Chemistry is chemically poisoning me to death. A Maths has been making me grouchy and cranky, and unaware of my environment because i'm just too caught up on solving the EEEE-quations. English periods are mostly interaction sessions i guess. Malay lessons are for me to relax my mind. Meanwhile, biology has been the most irritating one. GAH. Don't mention SS GEOG. It's the worse. Specifically elective geog. What else huh? OH YES. History. I'm at the verge of giving up. I know, i have to hold myself back though, but i really cannot catch up.
Hmm, so much for wanting to get my 8 points, but lowering my expectations, 9 points. It's so pressurising. Not the pressure from teachers, parents or any controlling authorities. But more of pressure from my own self. I so badly want it, and i just don't want to let myself down. It may seem too early to talk about this, but time really flies, and the next moment you know, you're in sec 4.
I just realised that the best way is for me to assure my own self. 'Cause i don't think anyone is capable to do it better.