No hello, no hey, no hi for today.

Day by day, it gets worse. Day by day, i learn more, but lose even more. Day by day too, the challenges get tougher.

Apparently, today just wasn't my day. I can't believe that it really hurts me so much when i can't catch up with my studies. Well, maybe i didn't really feel it that much in lower sec, but sec 3, they just dump everything on you, as though you're some gigantic bin that can contain everything. One day, it's really going to overflow, and you yourself, are going to explode. Apparently, i just did today. MOLE CONCEPT IS A KILLER, whereas LOGS is a MURDERER. Combination of both, will lead me to? I don't have to mention it.

EVERY single time, when i try to understand one concept or whatever, and i succeed, i lose more. Once i look up, the teacher is already moving on and i just missed a whole chunk of explanation. How am i going to step up if i don't even get my foundation right?

It's really very heart wrenching, and there's no other problem worrying me now, other than my studies. It's not about time management, not about other commitments whatsoever, but in class itself, i can't catch up. It's not as if i talk too.

Thanks aliza for the hug. I really went through an emotional shit, and emotions were screwed up. Thank you very much Yeening, i really love you for teaching me chemistry, thanks jasmine for assisting.
Thanks to hazirah and aqilah too for the walk home today. Felt good.

I'm really like an overturned turtle, trying to turn over successfully, but who will be there, to do so for me?

I'm like a fish trapped in a net, and who will be there to get me out of the shit?

I'm like an ordinary cedarian lagging, panting, behind everyone, but who will be running back, just to get me, and take my hand?

Well, i guess no one huh. Just have to keep on trying and trying, and though it hurts, i just have to continue running and running..

No hello, no hey, no hi for today.

Day by day, it gets worse. Day by day, i learn more, but lose even more. Day by day too, the challenges get tougher.

Apparently, today just wasn't my day. I can't believe that it really hurts me so much when i can't catch up with my studies. Well, maybe i didn't really feel it that much in lower sec, but sec 3, they just dump everything on you, as though you're some gigantic bin that can contain everything. One day, it's really going to overflow, and you yourself, are going to explode. Apparently, i just did today. MOLE CONCEPT IS A KILLER, whereas LOGS is a MURDERER. Combination of both, will lead me to? I don't have to mention it.

EVERY single time, when i try to understand one concept or whatever, and i succeed, i lose more. Once i look up, the teacher is already moving on and i just missed a whole chunk of explanation. How am i going to step up if i don't even get my foundation right?

It's really very heart wrenching, and there's no other problem worrying me now, other than my studies. It's not about time management, not about other commitments whatsoever, but in class itself, i can't catch up. It's not as if i talk too.

Thanks aliza for the hug. I really went through an emotional shit, and emotions were screwed up. Thank you very much Yeening, i really love you for teaching me chemistry, thanks jasmine for assisting.
Thanks to hazirah and aqilah too for the walk home today. Felt good.

I'm really like an overturned turtle, trying to turn over successfully, but who will be there, to do so for me?

I'm like a fish trapped in a net, and who will be there to get me out of the shit?

I'm like an ordinary cedarian lagging, panting, behind everyone, but who will be running back, just to get me, and take my hand?

Well, i guess no one huh. Just have to keep on trying and trying, and though it hurts, i just have to continue running and running..

Humaira